I take forever to make new friends to get comfortable with them and then after some time pasts I just drift away. Whats with that? Why do I have so much trouble keeping friends. Thinking about it just makes me more confused. Maybe I'm suppose to be a loner? One that's only meant to have colleges? People i know, but don't have much contact with? I doesn't bother me much, but I do get jealous of those that have close friends that are always there for them. Well at least I've learned to relay (don't know how to spell this word) on myself. I'll just have to hope jealousy never takes over.

See ya around.