Showing posts with label Wednesday 21st 11 2012. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Wednesday 21st 11 2012. Show all posts

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Recently my life has been boring as hell. I've had too much time to think and I just hate it. My mind is just a big jumble of thoughts:
Am I a loner?
Why is it so hard to make friends?
Am I depressed?
When will my life finally be over?
When will I stop being bored?
Just questions upon questions and I just can't get around it. Why have I become such a pessimistic person? I hate this! All of it why? Because either I can only answer these questions or the angel of death herself. But whats been on my mind a lot lately is:
How do you know if you're suicidal?
and
Why don't I have the courage to just run away?
So many questions and I'm just sick of it all!! I just want to be finished!! Done. Why do I have to be so tired of it?
Sorry for the miserable post I guess I'll,
 See ya around.