I couldn't stop looking at her. Over the next two days I was in this state of awe and disbelief. Larkspur was here. She was staying at my home and living here for a whole month. It's a first really, because I'm the one that usually comes to america, but this time she was here and my mind just couldn't seem to comprehend it. I still stare at her just to make sure she's actually here and this isn't all some amazingly realistic dream.
It's even stranger when Aster comes over and my mind just completely explodes. At first it's filled with nerves. The two have never met before and I really hope they get along. My worries are ceased immediately, because after a few moments Larkspur seems to take a liking to him immediately. I'm unsure of Aster's opinion, since he has to speak in english and he's not a fan of actual work, but after a while the two are teaming up and teasing me. Honestly it's a strange feeling, being over joyed because two of your favorite people are together and getting along, but at the same time you regret this decision of ever letting the two get to know each other. Still I couldn't help, but stare at this miracle before me.
It's strange having Larkspur here, yet I'm so happy. I've laughed and smiled more these past five day than I have in the past year. Despite the fact that I'm not in the best place emotionally at the moment, waiting for that final entrance letter that says 'fuck off we don't want you in our school.' Thank's to her I can fall asleep at night. It's thanks to her being here that I feel more centered at home and just a bit happier. I really wish there wasn't an ocean in between us.
It doesn't matter, I will continue to make memories with her until I am no longer able.
Maybe we'll see you around
